I saw the rain fall and wash away the night,
Like many times before, it washed away the light,
Its left me to remain without a seconds trace,
With nothing to brace my fall but the memory of your grace.
My yearning of a love I lost so long ago,
The turning of the time, if only I could change its flow,
Id reverse my shattered sorrow just to see you once again,
Embrace your light, just one more time, my one and only friend.
My dwelling felt me ponder, if possibilities arose,
Is it possible to change the present, if the past lost its shadows?
So without hesitation or a second chance to chime,
I made a resolve to conquer the
In the hospital, I found a man with silver hair.
I was walking between the beds, right next to a small window that looked out on a grey town. The flowers in my hand felt cool and dead, wilted even though their pale yellow petals shone in the dim light of the dark afternoon. I was visiting my brother, whod broken his arm yesterday. He hated flowers, I knew, but mom had insisted.
The smell of disinfectant and impersonal cleanness hung heavy in the air. I stumbled on a pair of shoes that didnt belong there right in the middle of the three-bed room. And looked up from the floor, the flowers scattered around me on the fake tiles.
In
Dwelling beneath the hourglass
Where the sands of time
Has commenced on
Into a time, nostalgic.
Vivid images turning around
Like a flashback
Rustling through my soul
To a time I once knew,
Gushing through
Like a geyser, showcasing
Me images of the past
Slowly, little by little,
As I looked through
Every portrait, every canvas
The sands of time has tried
To bequeath upon me.
Shades of endless memories
I thought Id forgotten,
Dripping, swirling back
With every single grain
That has fallen
Within the chambers
Of a nostalgic hourglass,
Where vivid images
Roam around the air
As I looked back,
Into a new beginning
Its just a passing feeling,
A bit of nervousness,
My head starts screaming,
Quick heart explosiveness,
Life loves to binge,
On all stressful things,
As I carry it along,
Its buckling my knees,
I could bite my lip,
Pressed until it bleeds,
I could hurt myself,
Smoke weed, or sleep,
Spending every day,
Watching the world pass,
A comatose present,
Still lost in the past,
I could sit around bitching,
Regretful in wishing,
Or break myself for a device,
To take me back and fix my life,
Every day, every breath,
All of the blood and sweat,
Every party and every girl,
I could change my entire world,
If I could turn
Theres a ticking sound some where
With an old man in his chair
The air is rank with musk
While everything turns silent
With the coming of the dusk.
A stack of papers stares him down
A smoldering cigarette in his frown
With frosted eyes
And chocked back cries,
The bank just throws him subtle lies.
To clear his past
Would solve this fast
Hed be off in a better place
If he just laid low
And hid his face
Or listened to old mans words
A group of kids behind the State
Didnt know how to change their fate
A real big plan
To show the man,
That he couldnt rule them where they stand.
Some
If only I could have known,
Though there is no turning back
I could have changed the future
I could have fixed the past
I would have righted wrongs
Freed you from your death
I would have saved your life
You would have saved mine too.
Pointless as dreams seem
Theres reality I cant grasp
There was a life before this
Where you sat with me and laughed
A time set in innocence
Filled with happiness and love
A time with only you and me
Under the stars above.
I wish I could relive it all
Live that life long lost
Continue where our story ends
Keep going from where you stopped
We could live our lives side by side
I
Maybe if I had known,
what would happen.
Maybe I would have done something.
Stopped him,
told him that a bomb was there.
Hidden under the ground,
right next to the rode.
But he died
because none of us knew.
Of the bomb that his life,
was taken away from.
The church bells ring,
23 times old.
Take the time that pasted,
and press rewind.
So that maybe I can stop,
what had happened.
So that maybe,
he would still be alive.
Words fall like a torrential downpour from my lips,
gibbering, gushing nonsense that fails to touch you in your stillness.
All I spoke meant nothing,
means nothing,
and now never will again.
I repent, I lament, I resent the coldness you show to me,
the way you ignore every sound that comes from my tortured throat.
I take it back, Id take you back,
if I could, if I could, Id bring you back.
If the hourglass could turn upon its head,
if all the hurtful things I said could be
shoved, silenced and sincere back into myself,
Id forgive myself for the lies I led you to believe.
But apologies mean nothing in the face of
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